"Find your wings... by jumping."

"Find your wings... by jumping."

As I cross the finish line of Round 3 of chemo (in humble and groundless uncertainty of what's to come), I wanted to celebrate this moment of graduation by sharing a video of the commencement address that I offered to the graduating class of 2021 at the high school where I've taught for the last three years, Quest Forward Academy in Santa Rosa, CA.

When I gave this speech at the ceremony in June, I was in a great deal of back pain, and I didn't know why. Less than a week later, I would be admitted to the local emergency room, where I would learn through a CT scan of the testicular cancer recurrence I've been battling and dancing with ever since.

The theme of the speech is finding our wings by jumping into the abyss.

Birthday Reflections from the Infusion Chair

Birthday Reflections from the Infusion Chair

As I mark my solar return in Ye Olde Chemoe Chaire, I’m engaged in the sort of life-contemplation that I typically get into around this time of year — considering where I’ve been and where I’m headed, meditating on what I’ve accomplished so far in this life and what I wish to create with the rest of it, looking at what appears to be working well and where I’ve been missing the mark.

I just started chemo.

I just started chemo.

Back in January, I was working on this holiday card for you along with a year-in-review letter I was going to send out to all my relations. I was in the midst of my third year as a full-time teacher (and my first year as Dean of Faculty) at a high school in Santa Rosa, and Satya, now 8 years old, was halfway through the second grade — during the ‘pandemic year’ that came to be defined for so many of us by coronavirus — when I was diagnosed with testicular cancer.

Overcoming Crisis

Overcoming Crisis

When the pandemic hit in the spring semester of 2020, our Academy was uniquely situated to prosper and thrive (all things considered). As a small school with an amazing team, we had already demonstrated the institutional grit and agility to weather unexpected phenomena. In recent years, we endured together the wildfires, floods, and outages that seem so endemic to modern life.